When Cade’s mother died, she left behind three newborn boys.
Triplets.
Three tiny lives that had barely learned how to breathe on their own. They still smelled like hospital blankets and antiseptic plastic bassinets.
And suddenly, they were his responsibility.
Cade was only eighteen.
Now he is twenty-nine, but the moment everything changed is still carved into his memory with brutal clarity.
Their father had always been around just long enough to cause damage.
Never long enough to be a father.
When Cade was a teenager, his father treated him like a joke in front of anyone who would listen. Cade dressed in black, listened to music his father didn’t understand, sometimes painted his nails.
That was enough to make him a target.
“What are you, a goth?” his father once shouted across the living room, pointing at Cade’s hoodie.
Cade stayed quiet.
“Not a son,” the man laughed, leaning back in his chair.
“A shadow.”
His mother always stepped in.
“That’s enough, James,” she would say sharply. “He is your son.”
His father would shrug and grin like it was all harmless teasing.
“I’m just messing with him. Relax.”
But Cade knew the pattern.
His father needed someone to tear down in order to feel bigger. And Cade had become the easiest target.
His mother, quietly and fiercely, had always been the one building the wall around him.
Then she got pregnant.
The day they learned it would be triplets, the doctor stared at the ultrasound longer than usual.
Finally he cleared his throat.
“Triplets.”
Cade remembered the way his mother’s eyes widened. The way the color drained from her face. The way she instinctively looked toward her husband.
But James had already turned and was walking toward the door.
That was the first time he disappeared.
At first, the excuses were simple.
Late nights at work. Errands. “Things to handle.”
Then the absences grew longer.
Cade helped his mother keep the house together. She tried not to show it, but the idea of raising triplets terrified her.
She was happy. But she was scared too.
Then she got sick.
At first the doctors called it exhaustion.
Then they started using the word complications.
Eventually the doctor closed the door to the exam room and sat down before speaking.
Cade remembered feeling like the floor had dropped out from under him.
His mother just listened quietly, nodding.
As if she already knew.
Not long after that appointment, their father disappeared for good.
No argument.
No explanation.
One day he simply never came home.
One evening, his mother called Cade into her bedroom.
Her voice was gentle but tired.
“Cade… he’s not coming back.”
Cade waited for anger to rise inside him. Or grief. Or something loud enough to match the moment.
But instead he felt… empty.
